Kitchen is for Cooking!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Imagine if the kitchen is not meant for cooking. It use it like a garage to do carpentry works. This happened in my family. My dad uses it as a garage to do his stupid carpentry works. How to cook there or even drink water there? The wood dust are all over the place. They chicken my mum covered it will polluted by the wood dust.
No brain. Even the foods covered the dust might pollute it. The wood dust are very thin when when the wind blows it fly with the wind. The kitchen is not meant for carpentry works idiot. When he saw the kitchen dirty, he'll start nagging. At the first place who make it dirty and who done the carpentry works there? I really disappointed with this kind of attitude. If some one done carpentry works there, do you dare to cook or eat the food in the kitchen?
Why can't he do it in other place? Brought back all the nonsense thing and wasting money. When ever he's lack of money, he'll start yelling at people and the victims is us. My 2nd bro told him to stop buying all the nonsense but he wouldn't listen instead he scolded him and he said his money, how he spend it his business.If I have no money left I'll sell the old house. See, if your dad told you like this how you feel? Disappointed? That is why what ever he do we can't border any more. If we open our mouth prepare to get shoot non-stop.

Most Bitter Medicine I ever Ate

On 20/11 I went to check up at Sunway Hospital. The doc prescribed two more additional pills for me. It smaller then the previous pills. Don't think the small pills wouldn't be bitter, it more bitter then the big one's. Why the doc prescribed two more additional pills? This is because after I ate the medication, I'll have fever so the medication is for me to control the fever. I thought some thing wrong, after I asked the doc, the doc said is normal because the medication is fighting the bacteria in my body, that's why I have fever. Since the doc said I'm fine no need to worry much, no need to worry loh.

I'm Good

Today (20/11) I went for check up. The doc said I'm fine nothing serious no need to worry much. I need to go back check once a month. My blood test report shows I'm fine and the medication didn't cause me any problem at all. After I complete all the medication I'll be fine and healthy. Sigh, I still need to eat the medicine for three month I guess. Every day eat medicine so cham sob sob. Lucky this disease is harmless and wouldn't spread to other people. No need to worry about this any more hehe.

Blood Test

Today I went for blood test at Sunway Hospital. It takes only 5 minutes to complete and it cost me RM 186, damn expensive. Just blood test only need that expensive meh? Lucky the bills I can claim back from my insurance if not.............

BORING!!!!!!!!!!

Sigh since I was diagnose that I have tuberculosis I'm quarantine by my mum, she don't even allow me to go out. Poor me. I stay at home for 1 1/2 month without doing anything or going anywhere, damn boring. I know she's doing this for my own good but I'm really damn bored stays at home, even she prohibited me to eat the oily & spicy food. Eggs and seafood she also prohibited me to eat, sigh I'm only allow to eat clear dishes.
My stupid bro he knew that I'm not allow to eat these food but he still buy that food to seduce me eerrgghhh...... He even eat in front of me and put it in front of my face and say "Eat la very nice, eat la". Stupid bro. Never mind, I'm not that easy gal he can seduce me with the prohibited food some more that snack not that nice like he mentioned, hehe.
I'm really boring stays at home every day without doing anything or going anywhere, at least my dear accompany me by sms me and lucky I have Internet access so I can surf the net or play the online games (not like the cyber cafe game). If you want to know log on to this web: www.miniclip.com

Stupid Fan

Errrggghhhhh..... Stupid fan in my room make me can't sleep well. It make noise all the night. Is time to change that stupid fan. Every night when I sleep I need to cover my ears with pillows due to the noise of the stupid fan. Stupid fan!!!!!!!!!! The noise quite loud.

Medicine, medicine

Today 6/11/07 I go for follow up check up at Sunway Hospital. The report was out. In the report it return I'm infected with TB viruses. The doc said is safer then cancer. So I refer to other doc. No wonder my fever like share. The doc said lucky he done the biopsy. If the biopsy done later I don't know what will happen. Then later when I consult the chest doc, she prescript 2 months medication for me. After 2 weeks I need to go for check up again. Each days I need to pop up 9.5 tablets of pills. The medication cost me RM459.90 damn expensive but lucky I can claim back from my insurance. I wonder why and how I infected with that such viruses. I don't have cough at all how come I was infected?????
I just have fever and lymph node infection that all. Strange!!!!!!

Errrgggghhhh..............

Some times I'm really unhappy with my bf. He like blur-blur. When I asked him some things he always say don't know. That I don't like about it. When I go dinner with him he help me order some food, he ordered other food. When my food not arrive yet he just sit there and enjoy his food without thinking i'm hungry or not. When I asked him go ask is the food ready or not he'll finish his food first without thinking whether I'm hungry or not. He said let him finish his food first then he'll go ask for me. That time I'm really upset with him.
When ever he make me angry he never do some thing to make me happy back. He always asked me is he make me angry???? This I'm really frustrated. When ever he make me angry he just let it be without doing anything. That I really don't like. Always need to tell him what mistake have he done, boring la. I'm tired of leading. Why can't he learn some thing new leh????
When ever he don't know the place he wouldn't go, always the same place boring. Always asked me where want to go, he don't have any new idea and always I the one to make the decision. Why can't he make the decision???? Why can't he surprise me with some thing new??? What ever I do he never notice anything, other word he never observe me properly.
Please think of some thing new or even surprise me. I don't need him to be romantic, just think of some thing new and be gentlemen. When raining time, he just take the small umbrella instead of taking the big ones. Small one will make both of us wet even though it can bring us closer. I just want him to be a bit more creative that all I want nothing else and know the way where we wanted to go that all nothing much.
That all I want not too much right????

After Surgery

Can anybody spot my wound????

1/11/2007 I was operated, due to the lymph node infection and I have high fever. So the doc not satisfy that I still having fever so he said he'll remove the lymph. Starting 31/10/07 midnight start fasting (means can't eat or drink).
7am I was woke up by the nurse and they give me two tables but I don't know what is that. Later after the medication, I was given a green looks like dress it only have two strings for you to tie. Before I change, I requested to use the safety box. After every things I kept in the box I start to change, which means every things you need to take it out including your bra and underwear (naked la).
7.30am I was push to 3rd floor operating theatre. From there they'll checked you name and asked some questions to double confirm are you the person. Soon after the checking I was given a cap like shower cap to cover my hair.
Around 8.15am if I'm not mistaken I was pushed to the operation room, in the operation room, the bed looks smaller then the bed I sleep in the ward. I was transfer to the smaller bed and they start to put some wiring on my body.
Sooner they give me to breath some gas that will make you sleep. What they done to me I have no idea, no feeling at all even the doc operate you.
When I regain my consciousness I was outside the operating room. I was give oxygen to breath then there was a nurse next to me and call my name. She asked me am I ok???
I just feel dizzy and feel like wanted to throw up but didn't. Last night fasting where got things to vomit???? Later around 10am I was pushed back to the ward and I sleep there around 2 hours without moving. After 2 hours I start to move around and begin to change back my cloth and take back my things in the safety box.
After the surgery my tempreture drops to normal which means I have no more fever. talk about fever, before the surgery my tempreture like the share up and down.
My wound are ok then I was discharge this morning. While waiting for the approval from the insurance company, damn long, I wonder why it takes so damn long. Waited around 3 1/2 hours lucky by 1.15pm every things settle.

Injection Time

This picture shows I was having injection. When I took this this picture, the nurse asked me what am I doing. Due to neck infection, I was injected 3 times a day for this antibiotic medicine. During the injection, walau eh, damn pain. According to the nurse who inject me, she said that was the strongest antibiotic. When the medicine was injected through my vein, the medicine like burning and like some sort of insects biting my vein. That is why the injection need to be done slowly if not I shout for pain or I will cry.
Ok let me tell you the schedule in the hospital: What time should I start??? We start from early morning till the next day ok???
* 5/6am- Measuring your body temperature and your blood pressure
* 8am- You will woke up by the trainee/student nurse to change the bed sheet
* 8am- Breakfast
* 10am doc will come check on you whether your condition is ok or not
* 12pm lunch
* 1pm (or depend on the medication arrangement) Medicine will given
* 3pm (depend the timing) Injection
* 5pm Measuring your body temperature and your blood pressure again
* 6pm Dinner
* 2am Measuring your body temperature and your blood pressure again
So it will continue for the next day, how to sleep leh?????
Please note: this picture are before my surgery.

Admission

On 29/10/07 I need to go back for follow up check up due to my lymph node infection and have some fever. On that very fine day I go there for check-up and the swelling still there so the doc not satisfy with the result so he ask me go for the CT Scan and he'll decide whether I need admission or not.
Actually on that day I already prepare my things and ready for admission. So after the scan I was admitted to Sunway Medical Centre (bill was damn expensive, lucky I have medical card). Before admission I need to run the CT Scan, it really expensive for the report and 2pcs of the X-ray film. You all must be guessing how much is it rite???? RM 533. Lucky my darling was there and he pay for me if not I don't where to find the money to pay for it TQ darling. Lucky what ever bills before I admitted to hospital it claimable after my follow check-up. I don't know how long will it takes as long as it claimable I don't mind but not that long until 1/2 year la :p