What a friend or friendship means Part 2

If a friend really is your friend will she/he hurt your feeling or embarassed you in front of every one? The answer is NO right? Will your friend appreciate what you do for her/him? What if your so called friend never appreciate and what you feel about him/her? If a friend really called friend she/he will never hurt your feeling. When he/she called you and when you saw the phone rang and shows his/her number you'll automaticly feel "what the heck she/he wants?" Every time that very person call he/she wouldn't not ask how's things goes or care about, he/she will say some thing that make herself/himslf feel proud and praise herself/himself.

If she/he always praise herself/himself, and always make fun of you in front of every one what you'll feel? HURT???? Of course it hurt alot especially some one so called friend. Meaning of a friend is no meant to hurt each other or praised himself/herself. Is a friend called friend whom always hurt, embarassed and make fun of you??? Is this a friend mean???

CNY is near

CNY is within 1 week time. All the prepareation such as buying new cloths and cleaning house almost done. I brought a white dress and a pair of shoe for this festival. I mentioned it on my previous post. My company will be close end of this week for CNY will be back on business on 8th of CNY. No place to go also if I have long holidays, too bad. Never mind at least can sleep better hehe. Now Mrs. Tan start to plan to Redang trip so I'm going also coz I never been there before this is my first time, huray. Hopefully can go. I'm looking forward.

Outting

Today went to shopping and lunch with my "chi mui at Pyramid. Before we shop, we have our lunch at Zen Japanese restaurant. We sit there around 2 hours and we chat most of the time. From computer stuff to many other other things. We meet for 1/2 of the day I still say not enough for us to chat because we have to many stuff to talk. After our lunch we went to shop for CNY cloths. I brought a dress cost 89.90 (my first ever dress that so expensive), heel shoe cost 79.90 (first ever expensive shoe)at least it comfortable and nail color plus cleaner. Quite tired because I was wearing high heel shoe walk around 3-4 hours. Me and Tiger each of us brought cloth but Chea aka Mrs Tan didn't brought anything just the nail color and some make up tool. Today we eat quite a lot. The food was nice and fresh especially sashimi (raw fish). I love Japanese food but the portion was quite small that why we order quite a lot especially sashimi.

What a friend or friendship means????

What a friend means to some one? For me a friend means I treat my friend sincere never try to hurt her/his feeling or even tease him/her in front of other people and respect his/her life style.He or she will know your character and how you behave. Imagine a friend of you tease you in front of every one what will you feel??? Hurt??? Embarassed?? If a friend treat you a friend she/he will never tease you or hurt you in front of so many people. He/she will tell you or ask why you behave like this, is not good at the back not in front of every one. If a friend tease you in front of so many poeple this is not call friend, tease to the max and never think about your feeling.

If a friend always said "I treat you as a friend so I tell you this", blabla....... If you treat some one as a friend you wouldn't tease or hurt him/her in front of every one. Is this called "FRIEND?" It happened to me quite a few times and tease by the very same person. Always said I treat you as a friend so I tease you so that you can grew up bullshit. If you wanted your friend to grow up it doesn't mean that you can tease him/her all the time to the max.

She once called me I thought she wana asked me out to have a drink or some thing but is not. She called just to tease me again and said I lie to her, i didn't. I just told her that my friend also eat lamb not like to eat, She always said: "I treat you as a friend so I tell you this if I don't tell you this you'll never change, and if you not change the relationship is over. So let it be, if a friend treat you as a friend she/he wouldn't tell you this. Since that day I make up my mmind no matter what she ask me to do for her I wouldn't do it for her any more, never appreciate, and if she invite me to go any where else I rather don't join. Really frustrated.

Hurt

Last week I was invited to PD by my friend. I come back yesterday noon. The trip suppose to be a happy trip but it turn out not so. I thought is a happy trip. I was tease by my friend, that time my feeling really hurt. I just keep myself quiet and just ignore what she said. She keep teasing for 2 days in front of people. So just ignore her what she said but my feeling really hurt. She tease this not good that not good so why ask me to do???
Next time she ask me to go anywhere or do anything for her I rather don't want to join or do anything for her. What ever I done she will tease so I better not to do anything for her. This is to prevent me get hurt again. I'm not saying anything about her it just I really hurt. I thought I wanted to upload some pic here or even blog here I think I don't any memorable memory there, so I just have this hurt feeling.

Trouble

I'm in shit. My friend asked me a favour to edit the name card for her. In the cd have some data, today i edit it in my office. After i done everything so burn it in the cd using MAC but unfortunately I don't which button
i press wrongly all the old data are gone and just have the latest data I just done, oh shit. I don't know she still need the old data or not. Oh GOD please help me. I checked it in this two MAC (MacBook and eMac) both only the latest data, god i really hope the data are still in the cd when i open it in my pc. Hope the old data still there.

Beginning of 2008

Today is new year and it suppose to be a happy new year but I'm damn frustrated with my dad. Why? Early morning don't know what time he start knocking and sawing his damn "rubbish" which he brought from some where else (ukiran kayu). I wanted to have nice sleep but I was awaken by his stupid f***ing noise. When ever he have nothing to do or he can't sleep he'll woke the whole family up. @$$****. I really can't bear with him. He never think of other people he just think of himself. when the floor in the living is dirty he'll scold my mum why the floor so many durst? The fact is he's the one who make it dirty and blame other people.
When ever his fault he never admit it and he'll blame other people. He make the floor dirty he just sweep it and never mop it clean, then he'll nag my mum and ask her to clean it. When ever he start to do his damn work the whole living will cover with durst no brain. Then he'll start complaining. Arrrrrrrrrggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....