Friendship Broken

I suppose to upload this blog weeks ago due to internet problem. How you feel when a friend broke the friendship and out of sudden she called and said it just a joke? For me once it broke is broke. You can't take it back if you release the relationship. I was so hurt during the PD trip. Start from that day onworth I didn't keep in touch with her any more not even sms.

I return the cd to her by post. She called me but I don't want to answer. She called me twice. She asked need I post back the cd to her? Why should I keep her cd? If I really mean I can throw it away but I'm not that kind of person, no matter how bad that person treat me unless that very person really hurts me, I'll throw away. In the conversation she asked why I don't want to call her to take the cd? In my mind why should I meet her? I reply her You're the one who broke the friendship how dare I call you and why should I call and tease me again? She said are you scare of me? I reply her I don't want to call prevent you tease me again. Then she blabla and next time meet me. Next time she ask me out I'm not going. I rather stay at home lo.

I talk to my friends, most of them said just ignore her and she's not treating me as a friend as well. Less a friend like her I'm not loosing anything. I don't need to be sad for her. I don't have any feeling on her not matter what she say or what she do. She doesn't exsist in my life.