Because Of You

Last week I was upset with 'HIM' because he said some thing very irritating and most of the gals dislike to hear it. He always complaint in front of me saying that he not enough money and in debt with credit cards. Is not that we don't want to listen or help, is just very irritating. Last week he was not around. He knew my mobile have problem and I told him many times. He called and my call diverted to voicemail. He said very difficult to call me every time my call divert to voicemail, waste 10 cents call 10x waste RM1. WTH what will you feel if your beloved one told you like this? Then I SMS him back and scolded him and if he think is a waste then don't call or SMS me.

After I SMS him, he called me, in the conversation I keep on shoot him and he said sorry and he will never repeat the same mistake again. He also said if he say some thing wrong tell him and he'll correct it. After he said that I really mad and I have no mood to talk to him. when ever he make me mad I don't have the mod to talk or see him. The next day he called me and he pick me up from work. On the way home that time I didn't talked to him, he asked me one question I answer one. When ever he make me angry he'll asked me want to eat steamboat or not. This not I want, I just want him to apologise only I don't want any fancy or expensive dinner. What I want is just him apologise or pamper me back that all I want. I never want him to be romantic or maybe once in a while will be fine.

One thing I realise is he's not gentlemen enough, why? I'm going to watch movie with him at a very day. I was thirsty so he asked me what want to drink so I told him mineral water and he brought it. He quite dumb, he didn't open it for me, he just pass the whole bottle to me and I opened it myself. Some more the bottle are seal and hard to open and I stare at him and asked him to open it. If he open he'll drink first then he'll pass it to me. OK never mind, we share drink when in the cinema, the drink he didn't put in the center, he put it on his place, if I want to drink how am I take??? Then I scolded him not to put on his place. Start on that day he didn't put it on his place.

Why are the guys so dumb or they act dumb? Every time need to tell them what we want, what we don't like, even we told them indirectly they'll never get. For example, I was talking to my friend and indirectly I was saying him what I don't like. For him, I need to be direct with him. Last Sunday he came to my house for lunch, so I asked him "do you know why I was mad with you that day?" He said yes, then I told him what I dislike, he didn't say anything at all maybe he scare he'll make me mad again so he keep quiet. I don't know he get it or not maybe he just entertain me???

Since I told him what I dislike I realise that he changed a bit. That Sun we went to play badminton with his friends. During the break time he asked me want to drink water and he opened it for me although not used to his so called new character but I feel more better then previous one. Maybe he start to change bit by bit. So when ever he make mistake must tell him directly or else he never get it. For my case, I need to tell him directly not going around, he'll never get it one.